Negative Thoughts

I have had a very frustrating week. I have been trying to build my website as I am excited to get it launched. Each time I try I have a problem. I have lost sleep over this and just kept going back and trying. I was also having a problem with getting support with the problem. I realized a few moments ago that I am sending out negative thoughts. Instead of asking the angels to help me by sending messages out to those who can help, I started sending negative messsage's. All I have received in return is negative responses. I had become so exhausted worrying about it that I refused a client who wanted a reading. It is re-booked fortunately, but I just knew in my present mind I could not expect to get the right messages from my guides and angels to pass on. I am glad that I postponed the booking as it gave me time to, first sleep, and then to meditate and get in a better frame of mind.
When we allow these negative thoughts to intercept our daily lives it affects out lives in every way. I have neglected friends, I have not been attentive when friends have payed a visit. I have really achieved nothing in days, just ran around in circles convincing myself I can get it all under control. I put it all back into perspective and realized that maybe there is a reason that things are not working in what I consider "my favor", but maybe they are and I am not recognizing it. "God Works in Mysterious Ways". I keep telling myself this and wait for the change.